I don’t know why I felt like I was invincible to the consequences of my actions but I did. Or maybe I didn’t care. Maybe I was tired of always playing it safe.
However, one thing did change- the way the guy felt about it. Now he was constantly telling me how unfit he was to be a father at the moment and how he didn’t want to be anything like his dad so we shouldn’t have the baby. This just added more stress to my plate. I mean it was my body that was going through it!
This pregnancy scare was eating me up inside and I was slowly starting to accept that I was pregnant. That maybe I was one of those rare cases where the tests say no but my body says otherwise. It would be me to be in that situation *eye roll*. At this point, I would much rather know for sure if I was.
I’m not here to tell you how you should deal with them but I want to tell you that we all make mistakes. It’s up to us to learn from them and grow. Sometimes the consequences of those mistakes feel like they last and follow you forever. To me, a part of each one always stays with you.